"Your work is to discover your world and then with all your heart give yourself to it." -buddha

Philosophal the waffle thoughts of the day...

Brittany claims: if you have aids, and have sex with some one with aids you get aids squared and if you have aids squared and have sex with someone who has aids cubed you get aids to the aids to the fifth. and if you have herpes and have sex with someone who has the clap, it cancels each other out, and your cured. but if you do it more than once then you get re contaminated. 

Alex claims: im not an alchoholic. 

Nick: think about it, two llamas in the snow... think about it whats the significance... two white llamas in the snow.. yes they blend in but think harder, look past the invisible white llamas in the white snow...

I am super girl. so F that lady she can eat my poo. yes I want to get a 4.0, and yes I want to be pretty, and yes I want to have a social life, and YES I love ugg boots, northfaces, scarves, and headbands. I can have it all and I want it all. There is NOTHING wrong with that. your just jealous. <3

Soap Opera of my LIFE

Trying to stay positive right now. Its been such a long week. I feel like I'm loosing control. I literally will have nothing going on for a week or two and then all of a sudden I am loaded down and I have absolutely no time. Anyways this is why my life is sucking right now...

1. I have a HUGE paper due friday and its really hard, and I have no time to do it

2. I have hurty spots on my hands and knees bc of dry skin

3. I have a todo list that reaches the floor

4. My Bff and my Ex of maybe 2 weeks are currently spending the night in my apartment... as we speak...

5. I have to go to a physical therapy meeting tomorrow that i really dont want to go to

6. I have greek show practice forever

7. Im a little sun burned from the tanning bed...

8. I missed gossip girl on monday

9. OHHH i cant believe i almost forgot this one, my phone is broken. the connection is shut off. i can manually turn it on and it will stay on for about 45 seconds if im lucky.. then it turns off again

10. waited for 3 hours at the verizon store today only to have the lady hand me a card and say call this number and talk to this person, we cant help you here sorry

11. went to starbucks to get an iced juice tea... the barista dude was being really nice and i competely didnt even realize he gave me the wrong drink, and it was hot, not even cold... so disappointing.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

12. boy who told my roommate he liked her after asking me to his formal, told me he actually liked me more and that she was just a second choice, we decide to try things out, i say i dont want to hurt friendships(its complicated) and the next day he goes back to my roommate and tells her he is willing to do anything for her and that he loves her. WTF seriously? no. can we say desperate.

Tonight's the Night

Katy Perry: Thinking of You

You said move on, where do I go? I guess second best is all I will know. Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you. Thinking of you. What you would do if you were the one who was spending the night. Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes. You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter. Like a hard candy with a surprise center. How do I get better once I've had the best. You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test.

Story Line One: what seems to be obvious...

Girl and Boy in love. Boy decides girl isn't good enough for him. He tells her to move on and tries to make her believe that he is doing her a favor. She is still in love with him, but she tries to move on and starts seeing other people. However no one is as good to her as he was. She feels guilty.

Story Line Two: digging deeper...

Girl and Boy in love. Boy has an obligation he can't break and knows will hurt girl. He loves her too much to hurt her so he lets her go and honestly thinks he is doing her a favor. He goes on to complete his obligation but with out her by his side he can never be whole. He doesn't know what she is thinking and feeling. Slowly his spirit dies- he does nothing- he thinks it is for the best. She however doesn't think that. She loves him enough to go anywhere with him and doesn't know why he didn't understand. She tries to move on but can't because he was her true soul mate and nothing is ever going to add up. She never can completely move on and so her spirit dies, along with his.

Lots of times what you see on the outside isn't what you see on the inside. People have histories and everything they do is for a reason. People should slow down and try and figure out what makes people do what they do. Before they judge they try their best to understand and comprehend. This would save so many un-needed conflicts.

"No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path."-Buddha

Fire Alarms

I just want to express my hatred of fire alarms. Let me give you a quick synopses of my night. First went and saw Confessions of a Shopaholic. We were supposed to be in theater 1, we opened the door and there was absolutely no light coming out. Hell no we weren't going to go in there. We went and got the movie cleaner guys to fix the issue but the issue never got resolved, finally a bunch of us folks waiting outside decided to brave the darkness. The movie was great, came back to the dorm and me and my friend mike had a little heart to heart. We talked about friends and what the meaning of friendship is, I think we both learned something. Then I went over to my friend Joe's apartment, its 4 am now btw. He was playing Call of duty- like always. and we were just chilling on the couch. Finally we decided to go to sleep and not 3 min after me laying down, THE FIRE ALARM STARTS. seriously? so we all run outside, I forgot shoes and a jacket, and it just happened to be about 23 degrees outside. Just my luck, just my luck. So now it is 630 am and I am finally going to sleep. :)

The First of Many

Britney Spears: Toxic

So this is my first blog. I hope there are going to be many more. Tonight were doing a girls night, I'm getting ready as we speak. We are going to dinner and a movie. I believe we are seeing Confessions of a Shopaholic, hopefully I can learn some tips. I think it should be a requirement for there to be a girls night every month. There is just too much drama when boys are involved. 

Last night was fun, I didn't go to bed until 7:30... am. But its all okay because I didn't wake up until 2:30, so I got about 7 hours of sleep which is damn good for a college girl! I woke up and went and watched the guys play some video games, then I made mac and cheese, my staple food. I didn't cook it all the way though so it was crunchy. Then I did laundry - yes, be shocked, 5 loads later I'm finally done. I took a shower since I smelled like cigarettes and beer from the night before, and now currently I am getting ready for my night to start. I love weekends. 

"He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind." -Buddah