"We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give."

Day 2

Alright so I haven't been updating my blog. Oops. Its actually because I have been writing in a journal. I have decided to write something every day for 100 days. I don't really know why but I am going to do it. Today is day 2.. so far so good.

So I am going to be a skate boarder. Well not really but I am getting a skateboard and I am going to learn to ride it, and its going to be amazing. I am designing one right now with help of my special friend Joe. I have a couple of guys lined up to help teach me as well. I also want to play more guitar this summer. Once I am home and have access to one. I think that is what I am going to ask for for my birthday from the parental units. School is going well right now. A little stressed but I am more not looking forward to leaving all my friends for the summer. Its going to suck really bad.. we are all saying that we are going to hang out and meet up over the summer but I am pretty sure thats not going to happen. But never fear we are all living across from each other next year so we will be reunited!! I am so happy with the friends I have made this year. People say the friends you make in college are your friends for life, and if thats true then I will be a happy camper. We all go together like peanut butter and jelly. 

stuff i need to do

write a letter

make 2 greek show adds

design skateboard

sleeeep

give myself a pedicure.. long needed

I think thats about it for now. The UTC garbage truck has just made its pick up right outside my window like always. Why in the world would they decided to have the loudest dumpster dumping truck pick up time to be at 2 am.. I have no idea, but every night it never fails to wake me up. Although I already am up... oh well. Thats about all I have to say. I am being ADHD so peace and love homes!!

spring break

spring break was so epic. It was probably the best spring break i have ever had in my whole life. I was with friends the whole time, and we made so many memories. Me Snelly and Britt drove down at 130 am and arrived in panama city beach at about 8 where we got some mcdonalds. We were starving. Then at about 9 we got to the house that the phi delt guys had gotten. We then proceeded to live out the next couple of days on the beach with beer and friends and memories and forgetting memories. and having a good time. like we said, spring break only happens once a year. and this year we lived it up.. we lived it up good

1. Get on my level

2. pro

3.golden

4. beard man

5. scooter bob

6. o of i

7. dont be that girl.

8. so much sand

9. you know it was a good night when you wake up in your bed with your pajamas on.

10. wheres my lighter, pocket, thanks

11. hey brian dont puke

there is so many more but i cant think of them all cause i am so tired i just want to sleep the rest of my life away.

goodnight and good luck!!

basics

"Peace comes from within, do not seek it without it."

1. God created all things seen and unseen- he made a path for each one of us and it is our job to choose the right way to go on the path and make the correct decisions to get us to the spot that god wants us to get.

we are in charge of getting to the end of the maze of life, god just helps us out a little by moving paths around and making bridges for us to cross to get back on the right path.

2. Jesus is the son of God and is one with God- God gave us jesus to show us the correct way to get to the end of your personal journey, he was like a key example. Jesus showed us the perfect way to do what God wants us to do. if we follow what jesus did to the best of our ability we will get right where God intended us to be. 

3. The greatest commandment is this- Love the lord your god with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: love your neighbor as yourself- everything you do should be based of loving the lord with everything you have, and to go out of your way to make the people around you happy.

4. God has given us all a path, once you reach the end of your path you can find nirvana or enlightenment or heaven or peace. everyones path is different some are shorter some are longer. One persons reason for being is to be involved in a situation that effects someone else. that is why it is so important to try and help everyone as much as you can. Another persons might take his whole life because his task he must compete cant be finished until something towards the end of their life occurs. Once you finish your path you die. A person who dies in old age has had to either wait until the end of their life to be able to finish their task or just never got it quite right and god kept helping them out until he got to the end point. Or when people ask why did a baby have to die, well god put it on this earth to influence someone or impact a decision that was made. So its all good because even though the baby didn't get to live out its human life its okay because now the baby is in nirvana or enlightenment or heaven or has found eternal peace.

5. life is suffering: suffering occurs because of attachment to worldly things: freedom from attachment is the only cure for suffering- we can only be set free when we are no longer in control of the things we surround ourselves in. We must give up the fight of trying to do it with our power and use gods power and ask for his help. only then can we truly be free and understanding.

6. Meditation is for awareness- meditation makes us aware of our surroundings. Unlike what people think, meditation is not removing oneself from the world as we see it, it is the absorption of the world that surrounds us, a super keen awareness of what surrounds you. 

7. Life should be about friendship, fellowship, being all that you can be, following your heart, doing what you do not because you are forced to but because you want to, making decisions based on others before yourself, and remembering your not in complete control.

8. sin- inflicting harm, whether it be mental physical or emotion, on someone else out of spite or having the intention to hurt someone. This is what sin is. If it makes you give up any part of the greatest commandment(love your god with all your heart soul and mind, and love your neighbor as yourself) then it is sin and should be stopped.